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08:41 pm
[Link] | found this and felt the need to put it in here not that anyone knows i even have this anymore but thats the good part about it
everytime she laughs
she hopes he is watching.
not so he will see she's happy.
but so maybe he will f.a.l.l for her smile
as hard as she f.e.l.l for his
we have fun, we talk, we laugh,
we flirt; i dont know how you act
with other girls but i do know i dont
act this way with other guys
you make me nervous. that's never happened
to me before. i keep second guessing myself
and overanalyzing your every move
It's amazing. some people, they just say these small little things, one sentence and it changed the way you feel about them in an instant. Small little words that can hurt you so much or make you fall deeply in love forever. It changes everything, nothing between you is ever really the same again, even if they dont know it, it still happens. <3
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06:10 pm
[Link] | ok two things..
1 i love Mrs Dawe..every single day when i sit in her class i learn something new and it amazes me. I think she is like the coolest lady ever and she alwas as a cool point of view on things even if i do or dont agree with her.
2. i have opinions about a lot of things but most of them i just cant tell them to you because i care too much about what you think and i dont want you to know everything that goes on in my head yet...@ least not until som estuff happens..
Drama = Badness just in general and i dont wanna deal with it but its a part of like so ill hafta get used to it
Just thought id write that down..
LAter <33
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02:27 pm
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Yeah...
Friday was awsome..We had our swim meet vs. canton so we all went like all out orange and black and everyone wore their hair in braids and eventho mine looked retarted(pointed out by jenna) It was still coole except i swear i still have gold glitter in my hair..We lost the meet sadly but it was probably our best meet all year cuz we all actually cared about who was gonna win..
Then I went to the football game wit jenna and alissa..we walked around 4 a while the jus kinda watched...deep convos wit jenna haha Then after the game me lindsay alissa jenna jimmy phil adam and sean went 2 friendly's..Me and Lindsay icecream was really good (obviously cuz we picked it) It was a lotta fun..
This weekend was pretty boring did like nuthin except study 4 tests and crap. Huge history test on wednesday so we'll see how that goes.. Only 3 days of school this week again kinda excited actually I have a really busy week/weekend tho a ton of tests this week then homecomming on friday..Psats basketball tryouts 4 my team and dome softball game on saturday so it should be a good week..
<3 erin
*smile
Current Mood:  bouncy
Current Music: you and me + nething relient k
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09:32 am
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I hate titles i can neva think of one...
On the weekend i did the usual softball thing...cut up my leg really bad. it hurt for a while but its alrite now i guess.
On Monday the swim team won our first meet! It was very exciting..It came down to the last relay so if we won the relay we would win the meet and luckily we won. I was pretty excited. I made sectionals in the backstroke too so idk wut im actually gonna swim but im sure brady will decide that for me..
We got yesterday and today off from school..havent really done nething worth writing about. Watched the red sox game which was extremely dissapointing cuz they got killed and thats about it..
I think i mite change my screen name cuz its starting to bother me and i made it up in like 7th grade so yeah i think its time for a new one...we'll see
<3 erin
****
Current Mood:  bored
Current Music: Don't let it go to your head --> fefe dobson
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02:51 pm
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First full week...
So we actually had our first full week of school this week...It was pretty boring and uneventful...I hate math i miss having Mr kellog cuz he was awsome and i miss our class cuz mine stinks this year. On tuesday i made states in the 100 fly which was very exciting and i already made it in the 50free so now i have my 2 events 4 Harvard. On thursday our meet was cancelled because blue hills lost power or sumthin..
Last nite i went to the movies and saw In her shoes with a bunch of people...It was cute i love the old people in ti and yeah me and lindsay are so gonna live @ that retirement place when we get older ...haha i'll tie your shoe lindz..
Renegades this morning was boring..I did like nothing except run the bases over and over and listen 2 the marching band practice and the football team play...basically was zoned out lol Definitly excited 4 the 3day school week.Dont know what im doing yet b ut hopefully its exciting :)
Yeah this is a boring entry so im just gonna end it before i go into something even more boring...
<3 erin
*i miss you
Current Mood:  nostalgic
Current Music: Inside out---> Yellowcard
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01:17 pm
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Friday = awsome
Yeah so Friday we had no school which was awsome..it felt like summer again and it kinda made me realize that i really had fun this summer and that i miss it a lot. But o well nuthin i can do now.
So i slept in the went over 2 lindsay's with jenna and alissa then from lindsays we went 2 jennas and the to the stoughton football game. Stoughton lost but it was fun we walked around for a while then sat near the marching band so we could talk with lindsay :) and i saw shannon @ the game which was awsome! i miss summer softball sooo much cant wait till next summer..
After the game a bunch of ppl went 2 friendly's for icecream which was fun then some of us went back 2 alyssas house and slept over there..Good times
This morning i had softball and were 99 % sure that were goin 2 nationals in Seattle washington which is like crazy..I'll be really excited if it actually happens but thats not for a really long time so we'll see.
The words surprise/confusion/happiness would kinda sum everything up rite now....Yeah well thats it
<3 erin
*Almost or not at all?
Current Mood: nostalgic
Current Music: unbelievable--> Casie Brown?
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06:03 pm
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The routine is setting in...
Early thursday was great. We got a ride to applebees because it was rianing but then me and lindsay hada go bak 2 the school for a swim meet and we had no ride so we walked home in the rain. And of course lindsay decided 2 go the way without the sidewalk. So then we got back 2 the school like and hour early but erin and sean got there a couple mins after up so we hung out wit them for a while. Then we had a swim meet iot was good i didnt hafta swim the 200 so i was definitly excited. I got 2 see Kristen, Elise and Allison and it makes me relieze how much i miss them...I think i mite rejoin the team pretty soon because they were like my best friends every and i miss them <3
Friday me and a bunch of friends went 2 lindsay's house and watched fever pitch it was really good..different than what i thot it would be but still really good 143 trot nixon hes my favorite..
This weekend i had renegade tryouts both days and on saturday i went out 2 eat after with Britany becuz shes awsome haha. The team this year is gonna be really really good. I'm excited were gonna go 2 nationals this year which is going to be amazing!!! I also hada write my history essay this weekend which took forever becuz im like retarted and could concentrate on it.
Yeha thats kinda been happening lately the whole not being able to concentrate thing...I hate how im such a wimp and wont tell people things but its just who i am it'll take a while to change it...im too afraid of the consequences to take the chance.
Well i think thats enough for today.
<3 erin
* when im with you
Current Mood:  enthralled
Current Music: Anything Relient K
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05:16 pm
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School..swimming...life..
Yeah schools boring as always...was very xcited about my grade on the history but im not gonna be about the english one cuz i definitly like made up 3 of the 4 essays cuz i was rushing but o well over it..
Brady bothers me. He puts me into swim the 200 free which is like the worst event in the the world and i hate it and then i got really xcited cuz i thot since i did it yesterday in the meet i wouldnt have 2 do it 2morrow but no . When i asked him he said we were gonna cintinue with the 200 "experiment" i am so glad that my races mean so much to him...He also told me that the time didnt matter he just wanted to "see how i was swimming" my question is isnt that what practice is for...errr ok im done ranting about that for now.
yeah life is alrite...Friends are awsome...Early thursday tomorrow is going to be great...
<3 erin
*yeah
Current Mood:  amused
Current Music: These words/you and me/fall to pieces
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09:25 pm
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Update...
ok yeah so i needa update this more...oops
School has been really boring but alrite...We were doin english presentations in groups had a lotta fun wit that but then again it was kinda a lotta work but it turned out 2 be good...long but good...Chem is still the most boring class in the world..and yeah thats all im gonna say about school
We ad our first swim meet today it was just all relays and i got stuck doing a 200 in one of them...we ended up placing 5th in one of them which is like really good and in the underwater relay(( soooo much fun )) we placed 10th..
2nite i hung out wit Alyssa Alissa lindsay and Jenna @ Jenna's house. We watched a movie...fun times.
Yeah ill try 2 do a better job wit the updates...
*<3Erin
*You make me smile :)
Current Mood:  tired
Current Music: One im waiting for --->Relient K
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02:14 pm
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jus an update...
Yeah so i havent really updated in a while lets see...
School started on Thursday my classes are pretty good. Except Chem is probably the most boring thing in the world I swear i almost fell asleep and it was only the 2nd day...Latin we actually did work on the first day which was extremely upsetting..Spanish is an awsome class but i dont understand nethin but o well...I think english is gonna b a lot better than last year? hope so...math kinda jus all around sucks the class and im not really sure about the teacher yet? History we already have a test on wednesday which i am gonna fail cuz i have no idea what i read So yeah school = boredness
Umm I went bowling wit Meghan Matt and Sean the otha nite sooo much fun wit the names and stuff..gotta do it again soon I felt soo bad makin fun of that guy((oops))
Lat nite i went 2 friendly's wit jenna and lindsay then we went bak 2 lindsay's house and watched hide and seek which was good + scary. Good talks wit u guys :) seleciveness + who does that? haha jenna ...
Yeah defintly DONE.
<3 Erin...
*say something
Current Mood:  whatever
Current Music: Inside out + you and me
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10:48 am
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craziness
ok the otha day i went out and pitched with my dad then went over 2 scotts and watched constantine which was a good movie..Then yesterday I had my softball team breakup party..it was awsome getting to see everyone again and im going 2 miss everyone who is going off 2 college hopefully ill be able 2 see them again we ate food and went in the hot tub and watched the movie the lil giants which was really funnie...
Yeah definitly not in the mood to write in this righte now i dont really know what im feeling everything has just been so crazy lately its really not me but idk i jus thot...
<3erin
*i dont know what 2 think
Current Mood: kinda crushed
Current Music: I so hate consequences --->Relient K
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04:18 pm
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Surprizes...
The Renegades party turned out 2 be a lot better than i expected...we went swimming and played whiffle ball and ate..it was actually pretty fun Then I went to the movies and saw supercross with scott and mike which wasn't exactly the best movie in the world but it was still fun...
On Monday I had my pitching lesson and I learned how 2 trow a fake screwball...its pretty cool Then I went minigolfing with Jenna Lindsay and alissa and me and lindsay went back 2 alissa house and went swimming and stuff...Me and Lindsay are definitly the coolest people ever..((haha lindsay u kno))
Yesterday I went swimming @ the jcc wit Lindsay cuz we both needa get back in shape for high school swimming which is comming up pretty soon...My music thing started 2 work again so i downloaded some new songs but the rest of the day was pretty boring..
I wish i took more chances in my life..I never really do anythin too out there and im starting 2 wish that i did...hmmm maybe that'll change?
<3 Erin
*I wonder...
Current Mood:  indescribable
Current Music: One im waiting for--->Relient K
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11:28 am
[Link] | Yesterday I went 2 see red eye with jenna and lindsay... It was really good and scary except there was this really sketchy guy sitting behind us and he was acting really weird so ew like ran outta the theater when the movie was over...Then we went back 2 jennas and they did their math packet and i helped and we watched the breakfast club which me and jenna absoultly love haha good movie. All of my summer work is offically done now and thats exciting.
Today i have my softball team breakup party which should be interesting if nothin else...o well its hot out and theres a pool so its all good.
I dont really have much 2 say 2 neone anymore im all talked out...
*<3 Erin
*I wanna be...
Current Mood: alrite...
Current Music: Theese words
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01:08 pm
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Summers almost over...
Jenna came home on wednesday...And me janna and alyssa went 2 alissa's house and heard all of the camp stories and listened 2 music then we met Jackie @ bertucci's and ate dinner there and after walked around cobbs conner...Then we went and hung out and Jenna's house...
Thursday I went 2 Julis and we did the math packet..I'm so glad that thats finished cuz thats all i had left 4 summer school work!! Now I can do what ever for the last week of summer! very excited.
Today i hada go 2 the doctors..I hate going I jus feel gross when i come back and I may have a low white blood cell count? idk what that means and im not even sure if i do but w/e..
I'm actually kinda optimistic about this year in school i think its gonna be a good year i have a lot of my friends in my classes so hopefully it'll be a fun year. Kinda lookin forward to it. :P
<3 Erin
Current Mood: excited
Current Music: These words
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07:03 pm
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Life
So I finished summer reading today which is extremely xciting...Altho i still have the whole math packet 2 do but o well whatever..
Jenna comes home tomorrow!!!
Things have been surprising me lately..everything is almost the opposite of how i expected it 2 be.. Sometimes i want things to be different but then again i dont...I hate wondering what if because you never know so why bother asking yourself that..But overall its been an awsome summer with a lot of unexpected things((not all bad..a lot good)
School should be interesting..
<3 Erin
Current Mood:  accomplished
Current Music: Just the girl
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02:42 pm
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OK the otha day i went 2 the movies wit alyssa and saw must love dogs..It was cute..It was werd cuz it was all old people watching the movie and there was like nobody our age there..Then I went back 2 alyssa house and slept over..we watched hitch but didnt finish it..The next day i went 2 the mall and got some new cloths for school.
Today I went to pick up my schedule with sean and then we went iceskating..It was really fun eventho i fell...twice... But my feet kinda hurt now and i have 8 blisters on my ankles from my skates...but it was fun so o well lol
I don't kno when our softball party is so if neone knos could they tell me...
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: You and me + Just the girl
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11:01 am
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Boredness...
The past few days have been pretty boring...I went minigolfing with Brittany and becca which waz fun and i got a hole in one lol ..
Yesterday i had a pitching lesson with my new pitching coach and it was really good...I learned a lot so im really happy i decided 2 change..
My life is pretty boring...Schedules come out on monday so im excited 2 see whoz in my classes and stuff but i still have a lot of summer reading 2 do which i absoultly do not wanna do :(
The good thing is I've actually made plans for the next couple of days so I won't be as bored...
I wish I had more to say :blank:
<3 Erin
*...
Current Mood:  anxious
Current Music: Sugar were goin down
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11:47 am
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Stuff...
Kinda a dissapointing few days,,On Thursday we lost the championship game 2 Walpole and it may have been the last time I play with some of the girls((if thers no u21 team)) I'm really gonna miss them :(
This weekend I had a softball tournament in Lowell..Ummm we did ok on saturday and a lil better on sunday but i hada pitch 3 1/2 games outta 4 so my arm kinda really hurt...it waz plesant.
Yesterday I talked 2 sean 4 a while and yes he was being mean 2 me as alwayz...Then went 2 Alyssa's house and we jus hung out 4 a while then me ALyssa Lindsay Alissa and Lizzie all went out 2 t-spa and met these random girls from Canton who started talking 2 us which waz interesting..Then we went back 2 Alyssa's house and watched laguna beach and stuff...Lizzies leaving 2morrow!!!I'm gonna miss her soo much a.a.f 143..
Happy Birthday Juli!
<3 Erin
*Don't forget about me...
Current Mood: optimistic
Current Music: Yellowcard
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11:08 am
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The Week...
Okay...On Monday i umpired with scott for the 9 & unders... they won which waz good but they still didnt make it into the playoffs...After I went over 2 Alissa's house with Lizzie Alyssa Lindsay and Jackie and we went swimmin in the pool then tryed 2 watch laugna beach...Sooo many good timez... I'm gonna miss Lizzie soo much...bff..
On Tuesday I went I actually went to the jcc to swim because i really needed to get back into or else im gonna be bad...Then I went 2 my playoff game against Plainvile and they thot they were gonna beat us because they had there full team but we still slaughtered them which waz awsome because the coach waz a jerk.. After the game i went out 2 eat with Jess Megan Mac Jared and Kevin and some of their parents.. We were really loud every1 waz kinda givin us weird lookz but it waz still really really fun...
Yesterday I went on a boat with Scott Mike Joe and Nick.. It waz really fun for my first time on a boat...I didnt wanna wanna try wakeboarding or kneeboarding because it looked really hard...But i did go tubing which waz awsome...I felt bad tho cuz nick cut his head open from the kneeboard and was bleeding so i hope he's okay..After i went 2 the 10& under travel game with jess... It was really xciting cuz it went into extra innings and stuff..They ended up winning too so we are both in the Championship game 2nite there's is @ 6 and ours starts @ 8 both in Plainville...WISH US LUCK!!!
I MISS LINDSAY G. BECAUSE SHE IS AWSOME!!
*<3 Erin
*smile...
Current Mood: keeping myself busy...<3
Current Music: Way Away---> Yellowcard/ You & me
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10:33 am
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Laconia...
OK on thursday Me Meagan Shannon and Jess went down 2 the 12 & under game and helped them learn new thingz and then we stayed and watched them play..It waz soo much fun eventho they lost...Then we went back to Jess' house and watched gilmore girlz in the hottub 4 a while...
On Friday I left 4 Laconia. The drive down waz really long but wen we finally got there the whole team went swimmin in the lake which waz cool. After we went down 2 weir beach and walked the boardwalk...We got henna tattoos and went in the arcade and got pizza and stuff..it waz a good time..
Saturday we hada wake up really really early 4 our first game.. We played 3 gamez that day and we did pretty well...When we got back we went swimmin again then me and brittany went out 2 dinner..Good timez gettin desserts 4 free...Then we went back down 2 the beach at like 10 and stayed 4 an hour..It waz soo pretty out on the lake...The next mornning we went out 2 breakfast and them played out first game which we won and then we lost our 2nd one and i got hurt (( as usual )) Then we went out 2 eat with britany again and then went home i waz sooo tired i slept 1/2 the way...
Sooo many good timez 143...
<3 Erin
* Tryin 2 kepp my mind off you...
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: you & me ---> Lifehouse
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